A message from Andrew

Dear Mwasifa

Mwas. Nyukuri. The girl who argued about zinc and galvanization at 8pm,
who saved my number as "Papa" without telling me,
who has the best vibes in any chat I've ever been in.

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Hey you.

I know you've been busy. I know life happens. And I know we haven't talked the way we used to.

But I've been thinking — and you know how Andrew thinks. A lot. Deeply. At 2am when he should be sleeping.

So I built this. Because I'm an engineer, and apparently this is how I express feelings now. Forgive me. 😅

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Things I still think about

📐 The Chemistry Debate
You said galvanization. I said zinc is a catalyst. We were both kind of wrong but neither admitted it. That was pure entertainment.
📱 Saved as "Papa"
Of all the names — Papa. Not Andrew, not my username — Papa. I pretended to be offended. I actually loved it.
⚽ Arsenal + Man U
You were happy when Arsenal won the league. I was happy too. Then I tried to talk Man U and you completely dismissed me. Valid.
🌽 The Shamba Era
You worked 15 hours in the shamba. I lasted 2 hours and complained the whole time. You are clearly tougher than me. We established this early.
💬 2am Conversations
"I love you so much ❤" — "ILY" — and then you told me to lala. But ILY is still ILY, Mwas.
🧠 The Vibe
"Walae nakuanga na vibe kwa chats zako lkn si kwa wengine" — You said that. I still haven't forgotten it.
🌳 The Tree Plan
I told you about the 2000 eucalyptus trees. You said "ebu waconvince" and actually believed in it. That meant more than you know.
😂 The No Button
You had a boyfriend and still said "I'm someone's girl" in the calmest way. I respected the honesty. Even though it hurt a little. Okay, a lot.
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What I actually want to say

Mwas, you were never just a chat. You were the person I told things to that I don't tell most people. You knew about the laptop that got stolen. The tree plan. The deal that backfired. The homa that got worse. The -4000 broke era.

You always responded with something that made me feel less alone. A "wueeeh", a laugh emoji, a "polee aky" — small things that hit differently when you're the only one awake at midnight.

I know you have a life. I know you're busy. I know we are what we are — and I respect that completely. I'm not here to complicate anything.

I just miss the conversations.

The random ones. The chemistry debates. The Arsenal arguments. The way you'd disappear for days then come back and immediately make me laugh. The way you said "walae" before every single honest thing you ever told me.

"I didn't knew I'm kinda that special to someone.."
— You said that. On 12th May. And I thought — how do you not know, Mwas?

You are the kind of person who changes the energy of a conversation just by showing up. That's rare. That's you.

And whether we ever go back to how it was or not — I needed you to know that your presence in my life was genuinely one of the good things.

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Things only Andrew would say

Since you know I'm an engineer, here's some technical evidence of how I feel:

📊 Status check on Andrew's mood when Mwasifa texted: Instantly elevated. Every single time. No exceptions. Sample size: 60+ days. Confidence level: 100%.

📊 When Mwasifa went silent for days: System experienced unexpected downtime. Developer kept refreshing inbox hoping for update. None arrived. Developer coped by planting trees.

📊 On "ILY": Three letters. Lowercase. Brief. But I ran a full analysis and concluded it was the best three letters I received in 2026.

📊 Final report: The person named Mwasifa Nyukuri has a statistically significant positive effect on Andrew Wekesa. Data is conclusive. No further testing required.

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One Last Thing

I'm not asking you to be anything other than what you are. I'm not here with expectations or pressure.

I'm just Andrew. The guy from Kisumu who was once alone in a matatu for 14 passengers and texted you the whole time. The one who tried to explain TCP/IP in normal conversation. The one who smiled at his phone at 11pm because of your messages.

I just want us to talk again.

That's it. That's the whole thing. No drama, no conditions — just two people who had something warm between them, and one of them misses it very much.

Walae, I really do, Mwas.

Built with code, coffee, and a lot of honesty  ·  Andrew Wekesa Wafula  ·  2026